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A volte penso che il mio dovere sia quello di far ridere sempre tutti evitando di farli soffrire, solo che per fare questo schiaccio i miei sentimenti e paradossalmente soffro io...













                                                                                                    ...e nessuno se ne accorge

Quella sensazione

Quando sei sempre l'ultimo a sapere tutto ti da fastidio quando organizzi una cosa che ti fa impazzire e poi sempre ,sempre ,sempre, quella cosa che dovevi sapere ma che nessuno ti ha detto ti annulla quella cosa. Ora mi vado a riempire la testa di minchiate così non ci penso più :(

I think (that's amazing!)

I think models aren't stupid, far from .
I guess they're very intelligent because they found a way to be rich and don't give a fuck.

I'm not...

I'm not the kind of girl  "He looked at me, that's gorgeous" , if someone doesn't love me ,I don't
love him too.
I'm the kind of girl : my friend -Gabriella, he loked at you- ,me :- ok, he's the 24356 th people looked at me in thi 4 days-

*Respira*

She saw her in the mirror, "why I'm not like they" she said. The pages of magazines were screaming  "We're taller then you" , models were saying to her "don't eat" ,  dark flooded her room, she felt down , "Why?"
"why they say to me ' you'll be perfect if...' I see me in the mirror and I don't"
"why when I see my blood crash on the floor I'm happy to feel pain" internet says "legalize drugs!"
"I haven't got  friends , I'm just here with heroin, but I'm not an heroine" she said.
She cuts her vein  and tears come before blood. Her heart shouts . "I' m going to die, here, alone"  She snorted H , but she still didn't feel happy, she tooks an handful of psychiatric dugs and she drank . A new world come out full of everything , finally she can see where is happiness, but she did'n know that it was a rip off, she tried to  see again that wonderful world where she can be happy, where she's perfect as she is, where she really smiles , where she's not skeletal and she wears the first 20s chanel campain as Anastasia , she dreamed to be like her, "She was a princess , I'm useless, I hate the needless", she tooks cocaine "It's just Coca Cola without 'cola' " , Wonderland was getting closer toot by toot, one moment she touched the heaven,but the one later her heart were screaming, she drowned in itself, the life became shorter and she grip the hand who brought her into the hell. She's died.

Lunga Vita al Re Matto

Lunga Vita al Re Matto

Sono una persona strana

Sono una persona strana, piena di tutto ,tranne ciò che mi serve, ma penso che sia così per tutti, o quasi. Penso, penso troppo, questo è il problema, non passa attimo senza che io pensi, analizzo ogni singola cosa attorno a me e mi riempio di cose da fare e raramente non termino la mia missione.Sono difficilmente semplice, perché... perché non a tutto esiste un perché .Questa è semplicità e pocamodestia,una persona a me sconosciuta.Non riesco ad apprezzare tutto ,ma posso analizzarlo fino in fondo per capirlo.